Prayer

Prayer need faith. this power statement I have read somewhere on the net. When I first saw these words, I could not help but agree. You do need a certain level of faith for your prayer to be heard. If we pray for something we must have high faith and glorify God name in everything He gave us. All thing is done to glorify Him after all. He gave us things so we can glorify his name.
So pray hard. If your prayer isn't answer, try again. Constant praying for what you have not yet receive require high faith and discipline. Whenever you pray, pray and act as if you have received it.(not familiar with this verse if I quote it wrong please anyone correct me). It is human nature to be disbelief and disappoint when things don't go their way. So, believe and act as if you received something you have not yet received require high faith.Fasting also help your prayer be heard. Of course fast what you like not what you dislike. God want you to give your best. God want you to offer your best.
Finally, pray that whatever you want is His will. If what you request is not in HIS plan, than He will not give you. MaybeHe has other plans. So that why, it is importnt to pray for God to reveal HIS plan to yo.u

Question

I don't understand my friends who shall I call X. X had make a statement means that I am not a a good Christian if I didn't actively involve in a Christian organization and in prayer group. however, is it in the bible that  to be good Christian we must involve in a Christian organization and  not the Church?

From what I know Prayer group is about how we learn from each other and help each other grow. The thing is if attending a prayer group had give me discomfort Is it not good to pray alone for temporary ? Of course I not pray everyday. But I still do.
Pride is a thing that we all have. Is it bad to have pride? I doubt you don't have..Beside not agreeing in some stuff doesn't make you a prideful person is it? It is call having different opinion.
Just because you were careful in listening to sermon and checking on the "source" behind it does it make you a prideful person? I personally think it doesn't disrespect the speaker anyway because in my heart I am only thinking it is true or not the stuff he/she spoke of.
My friend also said something about Leader, If the leader fall it doesn't matter since we all human. Yes I think it true but doesn't the leader effect the whole organisation? If the leader spiritual state not right can he lead others?
Isn't it every Christian duty to get alert from not being swayed away?
Isn't calling people prideful is kind of judgmental when you don't meet eye to eye, and hypocrite to denial you are being judgmental? Further
Denial. Not agreeing on things people said is it call denial when you think it true?
Of course this doesn't include the perception of what I think my-self since perception is vary according to  people.
What wrong with being tradition and not Charismatic?
I have nothing against Charismatic and nothing against speaking in Tongue(though it make me uncomfortable since I don't know what to do when they speak in tongue and I finish praying).
Is it less spiritual?
It is more spiritual when you speak in Tongue?
Growing spiritually is important, but isn't it private thing where people would share when they want to and yes you can ask but can you like after asking then judge you base on your spiritual journey? Aren't we all learning?
Yes you care about me I know but as a person I don't like to be told what to do for my personal life but advise  
and comment are allow since friends are there to correct a brother when they think the brother is wrong. But to me correcting is fine, you can even scold me (I don't mind if you are right) and I will ponder upon them, but never try to pin your opinion on me. I am still human and have my own opinion

Life is fragile

I learn life is fragile just this Thursday at that day. It was a fine morning when I went decided to have a quick stroll to Public Bank after class. A stroll that will end up in cash or so I thought. So after having lunch with my friends I take a bus to Genting Klang. A lunch at McDonald that I never forget. I can still remember we touch a lot of topics, uhh come to think of it actually not much topics just some small talk which I couldn't remember much except the part where I kena screw which I must admit my entire fault. I must really remember to be more smart next time, don't want to upset my friends do I? Though I like to hang around more with my friends I have a bank waiting for me to *rob*[muahahhaha]*evil smile*. But I never knew that incident would occur that I hit by a car . My goodness that experience was quite shocking. Just as I run across the street a car (a very expensive car I must add, look like a Benz or BMW). It hit me in the right leg and smash me to the road, Thank God I wasn't hurt, I still fear that after I almost recover from my left lag injuries I would have a right leg injuries. Thank God I was save in sound. Thank my Heavenly Father. Life is fragile. The funny things is the moment the car hit me my shoes- left shoe fly off. At that time I was too stunt to think. Now that i think about it it was quite funny. This incident remind me God power work wonderfully plus I must appreciate life more don't know when it end.

Death

Death is everything. I am what the world made me. I f I am a loner then it is because the world made me. Nothing is good nothing is bad. Who would want to be a thief when they can be king. People are what they are because of the food they partake and pruning they receive

HOPE IS A THING THAT NEVER SHOULD EXIST IF THERE IS HOPE THERE IS DESPAIR THE GREATER THE HOPE THE MORE DESPAIR IT BRING
HAI IF ONLY I NEVER LOOK FOR FRIENDS LIKE I DID IN MY SECONDARY LIFE I WOULD NEVER SUFFER BY FRIENDS ABANDONESS

WONDER WHERE IS THE RIGHT PLACE TO DIE A LEGAL PLACE MAKE NO DIFFERENCE WITH THE LOST A INSIGNIFICANT INSECT LIKE ME

la mort est un art, il signifie la métamorphose du corps de décomposition d'une vie pleine de sens