lonliness

Loneliness is and always has been the central and inevitable experience of every man. A quote by Thomas Wolfe-a American story writer and novelist. i found this quote apealing, it contain some truth in it. we are all alone no matter what we said. we may sugar coat and said 'hey i had a lot of friend', 'they always there for me, alone iam not', 'all are my friends'. you know what, in the end of days we may be lonly regardless of what we said for it is in our nature. we are born alone. that is why infants-us are born alone not pair (exculding twins). that is why infant which born are so demanding (though very cute and adorable). you can see by the way they act. All the time, they use all sort of technique to stole lime light like crying, smashing stuft and bullying others. why they do that? simple is the reason. They want attention for they are alone. as adults we no different from infant though we are born again christians, we are never alone we had God only Him and only Him we have. that is why God is there to take care of us He take care of the simple-hearted. however, in us lies a gene/DNA (lonliness) which never disapear only reduce.
we are always alone. at times people like me gaze the moon and ask why? i had lots of friends but why i feel lonly? why? simple not that friends are not good to you. They are not the problem but i am.

in the 'real' world trust is a dangerous thing i seen before hearts and career destroy because of that. once i trust a person with all my heart but in the end of the day he using me only like others i am just a clown. no one see me as person they never do and never will. But God do! I trust HIm always only Him i Fully Trust.

we will always alone. we are meant to be for we are different. rabbits are united because they do not think  humans can't be fully united for they think. people by different interest are hard not impossible to deal with. even me i had only few friends to trust. the rest i do not. in thier hear i am a clown. 
lonly is our destiny.  for alone we crawl from our mother womb alone we shall be. sometimes i wish my i had my friends is worm(in chinese wise saying worms means friends who know your heart in chinese it pronounce as du zi li de chon) but they never will for the problem is me the biggest problem is me


I am my own Enemies, my own problems
FRIENDS ARE GOOD BAD IS ME