Recantly my friend had been ..... with someone at night. she/he always facebook at this momment. at first i thought she do this because she adicted to it. then i notice L.M.Y.S facebook only that friend which i call .C.E.R.L are facebooking. i find this mind disturbing ! I dont know what to do. maybe it nithing but i fell there is something.the question is what busines it has with me?who i am to L.M.Y.S .All i can do is burry my inner heart in me as i always do. What else can i do? i dont what else can i do as i am a coward. i mean who will like me might as well keep quit, then everybody happy. though it seem to others it is very obvious but i will try to conceal my inner heart so all can be rejoice. This is a secret that never should be spoken. i know that he/she will never like me. for what can L.M.Y.S look in me? once i confess to my dear friend and being rejected. i will not repeat the same mistake. if L.M.Y.S didnt like me then so be it. if this is the case then why am i here craping? this is because i did'nt even have the courage to confess!! I wish i know what he/she thinking. but i dont even know as i not a good talker and very bad at communicating. i was never good when talking to the one i love. If he/she like that person than so be it. I guess i will suffer alone as usual !
I GUESS IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE!!!!!!!!!!
i have been reading your blog and you are...
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you're name is lonly blogger and it's very obvious that you are very lonly from what i've been reading. May i know why are you so lonly?
Where are you friends? IF you have no friends then what is the reason for that? everyone has friends and they are the people whom will confort you but you seem to have a lot of issue with them. Is it perhaps the problem lies within yourself and not others?
Yes the problem lies in me my friends is good and kind all of them,they too kind to me and I appreciate all of them especially one older person who been good to me he always help me and my course mate and a friend who been kind to me.I had no issues with my friends, I had issue with me. from the beginning I had failed everyone expectation include mine,so I am a failure. you may be right no.. you are right I think too much. I always does. You are named Pissed Blogger? why? you piss at something? I had always been lonely just that recently less lonely but still lonely, God is the one give me strength and accompany me though I not very strong in my faith very week. I also don't know why I so lonely maybe Pissed Blogger it is because I lacked of something that made me a whole person a human
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